If only having a blog could get me a scholarship
I just don’t get it
it’s so easy to see the bad in everything about you, but that’s ALL I see.
Today was just PEACHY:
felt fat and ugly all day in comparison to all the beautiful friends around me
get home to find a lovely message telling me to “get a life bye” from a stranger
funny how a simple 4 words can make you cry.
I used to be suicidal, and I always wonder what would happen if I ever did let those thoughts really get to me one day.
I’m crazy, I’m insecure, I don’t know why I bother sometimes.
But I have so much going for me, I’m not going to let some pot-head ruin my entire life…….right….?



